I am here in Guanajuato, Mexico, for the purpose of studying Spanish for one month. I have successfully survived a week of using my brain for something actually beneficial to my well-being. But I am dismayed at the language learning process. When I first arrived, I was actually quite impressed (as were others) with my Spanish-speaking ability, as I somehow managed to keep up with questions and answers with my Mexican homestay family. Ironically, after a week of schooling and exposure to native speakers, my ability to communicate has dropped severely. I think there are many psychological factors. Now I am second-guessing myself all the time, and have to pre-screen every word that comes out of my mouth to make sure it makes some sort of sense. But this over-processing is actually quite detrimental to free-flowing, correct conversations. I find myself making mistakes that I would never make otherwise, such as telling people in Spanish: "I am here to study English." There is an endless list of embarassing mistakes I have made thus far, so the pressure to speak correctly adds to the mistakes, and on and on it goes.
I have attached some pictures of this lovely city for your enjoyment. It is meant for walking and exploring, but not so much for driving. Most of the traffic is diverted under the city in a series of tunnels that were once used to handle rivers of access water that would drain into the valley that the city occupies. All of the pictures were taken from my living quarters here in Guanajuato. I have had two different locations because I had to switch homestay families, but I will write more about that in another post. !Fue muy traumatico!
Don't be discouraged! the same thing happened to me when i was in mexico learning spanish!! not only are you probably tired from adjusting to the new culture all around you, your brain is working overtime to integrate all of the new words and sentence patterns, etc. you are learning!! just be easy on yourself. take nice, deep breaths and remember that you're on a journey. MOST OF ALL, TRY TO HAVE FUN!!! Love you lots, Jen PS Anthony says "stop expecting; just experience."
I don't have any answers, no definitive idea of who I am or what to say about my current state of affairs. Once something is written about or declared, it is unnaturally cemented in an ever-changing world. Many things that I could write about myself will be obsolete in a matter of days, hours, or moments.
But one constant is my desire to reduce the amount of self-created suffering in my life, and hopefully for those around me as well. I do believe in the mantra: "Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional."
Already switched host families? Things are going EXACTLY as expected!!
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Don't be discouraged! the same thing happened to me when i was in mexico learning spanish!! not only are you probably tired from adjusting to the new culture all around you, your brain is working overtime to integrate all of the new words and sentence patterns, etc. you are learning!! just be easy on yourself. take nice, deep breaths and remember that you're on a journey. MOST OF ALL, TRY TO HAVE FUN!!! Love you lots, Jen
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I LOVE GUANAJUATO!! the views are spectacular :D
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